| God i donno how long its been since the last time i wrote in this >?? but im going to start agine...
my live has been totally crazy lately.. and i will add more tommorw.. but for now i gotta update my site...
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| whats goin on everyone... nota lot here.. just thought i would update.. dam july 20th is commin up so dam fast.... ulgh. gota dam headache..... but yea... peace all ..>!
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| Hey everyon e what did you think of the poems.. lol.. yea i know i show no talent.. but atleast i tried.. but yea.. nota lot been goin on .. jeez july 20th is commin up quick.. o well basic wil lbe good for me... anyone wanna come see me in north carliona LOL... but yea.. gonna be a helicopter pilot... how much fun is that!? .. . but yea... check you all later stay in touch..
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| well it seems that everything in my life is heading tward a downward spiral.... how come i cant have a month that is good to me... or even a day at that... ulgh............
tell me what you think....
Mindful dream
My mind is full of thoughts and dreams
of what it could be like and what will come true
as I sit here alone I often dream of u
is this all a fake? no its true it seems
Girl your so far away I often feel
so alone
you gave me something to belive
something to love, and a chance to breath!
can this be I am not alone?
nothing I could do or nothing I could say
could get you closer to me today
with out you here I could scream
So please make this a reality, get
me out of this dream
myself
I knew it was you right from the start
when I came thru that door you stole my heart
all the time in the world seemed to stand still
you gave me the strength, something to feel.
my heart was cold, lifeless and lonely
my dreams were misleading, timeless and
phony
but you grabbed my hand and showed my heart the way
without you girl I wouldn’t be who I am today
the tear
It falls from my eye and runs to my chin
I dream of yesterday, of all the good times back when
the worries of the time still linger in my head
but the ones to come are the ones I truly dread
there’s so many decisions, so many mistakes I could make
I often think about which chances I should take
in then end it will all be clear
ill see it all, right in my tear
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| Ok.. well everything is so messed up.. i donno what to do with anything anymore..... ulgh.. i would tell everyone my problmes.. but for some reason all the wrong people find this site and well.. yea... trouble trouble trouble..... ulgh... im thinking im going to move to the aberdeen area and probbly work around there till i get my pilot lic... which will be awhile.. i would like to take up drumming agine.. but then agine.. a dam decient drum set will set you back about 900$.. ulgh... so im thinking im going to go to the gutar...... hopefully that will help me to relieve some pent up stress that i have been saving up over the past few months..... but yea... if anyone wants to come to a grad party sat at my house in britton .. your more then welcome to come ovea.. should be a blast... but yea.. hit me back.. peace.
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